AniSmith

I am just here seeking a new support system. Feeling a bit alone in the current one (my own fault) just need a fresh start and relatable folks. I'm 41 with 2 toddlers stay at home mom. Struggling with nighttime drinking that's progressing. Stress is terrible. My partner works nights and the last few months I have hidden my addiction and its getting hard and starting to feel trapped as well as over the top depressed.

FreeOwl

welcome.

good job reaching out. stress is lousy, but drinking will never fix it.

but you know that.

you've found a good place... and trust me when I say if you choose sobriety instead, things will be better.

you can.

Coldfusion

Hi Ani!

For me, the feelings of stress, depression and being trapped dissipated over time after I quit drinking.

I hope SoberRecovery is helpful to you. Read around and post often--it works if you work it!

Anna

Welcome, Ani! I'm glad you found us. Drinking and hiding it is so very tiring. You will find lots of support here.

PalmerSage

Hi Ani, I can completely relate to your post. Being home with toddlers can be isolating in itself, and at first, alcohol seems to relieve the boredom and restlessness, but ultimately it just makes things so much worse. You're among friends who understand.

Hevyn

It's so good to meet you, Ani. You'll find encouragement & understanding here.

I'm sorry for the stress you're under. I think posting & reading here will help with your anxiety. For many years I believed drinking was helping me stay calm & cope with things - in fact, it was doing just the opposite. You're wise to take action now - I'm glad you're paying attention to the danger signs. Welcome!

Dee74

Welcome to SR Ani - tons of support here

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