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Old 03-09-2018, 07:08 AM
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Day 2 - A very different animal than day 1

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So it's day 2 for me here, just thought I'd share some reflections on how it's going.

Day 1 for me was miserable but it was quite easy for me to deal with, I was suffering but not tempted. I always find the first day to be like having an injury, very sharp and visceral but psychologically not too demanding. Day 2 is totally the opposite, if the first day is like a broken leg then day 2 is like fighting against a changeling in your mind. I'm well enough to feel ok to drink and trick myself into it being normal and that means I'm fighting a battle in my head against what I've heard people call their alcoholic voice. It comes and goes though, the easiest thing for me to do is distract myself and tell myself it will pass, it always does.
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You might consider some exercise based upon your ability. Moving out muscles is a great response to anxiety, depression, cravings.

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Great work SS. Keep going.
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Old 03-09-2018, 07:43 AM
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You might consider some exercise based upon your ability. Moving out muscles is a great response to anxiety, depression, cravings.

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I am going to head off for a few miles walk into town and back =) I may attempt a press up later... maybe... it has been a while.
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Early days I used to read a lot, and also exercise. Some good strength training and some relaxing yoga to clear my head. I also did brain dumps on paper to get all the anger and anxiety out of my head as much as possible.
If something triggered a freak out session in the first few weeks, I'd hit the ground and do pushups until I dropped. I don't know how well you're feeling physically. Some diversion of any sort that you enjoy is helpful, as long as it's healthy.
Urge surfing can help too, I have used that a lot and found it very helpful.
Good job on sticking it out!
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Hope your day 3 is going well sarahsays
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That's the key, never listen to that stupid voice in your head telling you it would be ok to have a couple of drinks. With more sober time that voice will become a mere whisper!
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I've been slipping up on day 2's lately as well, and though I'm living in the moment, the future road splits into a Y for me; Life, or death. I'm choosing life.
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Old 03-13-2018, 10:52 AM
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Hey everybody =)

I've not dissapeared or relapsed, I just took a computer break for stress reasons. Thank you all for your kind words, they really help a lot.
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That's fantastic news, Sarah! Don't ever look back or doubt your choice.
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I am going to head off for a few miles walk into town and back =) I may attempt a press up later... maybe... it has been a while.
Well done on 2 days and wishing you well on day 3 . Read lots on here about AV ,you will see this term often addictive voice . Its much to do with breaking habits so it would be good to read up on how habits are formed in our brain .

Oh and I,m so happy for you deciding to walk to town and come back .
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