driftedchaos718

So I'm just looking for some hope and motivation outside the rooms of Narcotics Anoymous. I've been on subuxone for 7 months now and I'm ready to taper down and get off. My sub doctor and therapist are working with me. I've shared with my sponsor and a few other people in my network about me abusing the subuxone. Taking more than prescribed and even going as far as snorting it 😢💔 I really need some more hope and motivation. I'm done with this drug 😡😡😡😡 I'm ready to move on with my life. It definitely served it's purpose in the beginning and was a life saver. But, eventually I started slowly abusing subuxone too. I'm tired of living this way. I go to meetings and share and laugh and tell people I'm good but outside the rooms of Narcotics Anoymous, I'm living dirty and my conscience is eating away at me

Dee74

Hi and welcome driftedchaos

I don;t know much about subs and less about NA but you're very welcome here

we also have a suboxone and methadone detox forum you may want to look at as well:

https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...tenance-detox/

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