Dependency and Addiction Revisited
Dependency and Addiction Revisited
Alcoholism thrives on dependency. Many, probably most alcoholics have what might be called dependent personalities, unsure of themselves, often shy, uncomfortable in social gatherings, seeking someone on whom they can rely, who can bolster lagging self confidence. This is a personality characteristic. Calling it a “character defect” seems perjorative, judgmental. It seems unlikely that it can be “removed” any more than a limp or awkward way of walking, a distinctive way of talking or a relatively modest or awkward way of introducing oneself, a lack of gregariousness.
A dependent personality may seek support from alcohol, temporarily subduing inhibitions, even, when consumed in excess, turning the timid into the “life of the party”, laughed with, then laughed at. Alcohol, the magic fluid, the opening door to a fragile, transitory happiness. A Faustian bargain in a bottle.
Humans tend to become dependent on other humans. When a child we are dependent on our parents. Maturity encourages us to sort out these dependencies and develop self reliance. Alcoholics have greater difficulty doing this because of their dependency on drink. AA may help them to transfer some of this dependency to a “sponsor” who provides companionship, insight and help with the program.
An alcoholic also may be dependent on a family member, such as a spouse, who may foster this by becoming codependent, attempting to “control” the alcoholic by rationing the booze: “One or two won’t hurt!” Alcoholism has thus been called a ‘family disease”.
As a sort of unconventional, perhaps controversial, “concluding unscientific postscript”, offered with “fear and trembling”, I suggest that the only true dependency free from harm is dependency on an animal, preferably on a dog. Dogs try to control you but their needs are simple, a biscuit, affection. Cats are loving but inscrutable. Horses kick from behind. Tough love! An “intervention”?
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A dependent personality may seek support from alcohol, temporarily subduing inhibitions, even, when consumed in excess, turning the timid into the “life of the party”, laughed with, then laughed at. Alcohol, the magic fluid, the opening door to a fragile, transitory happiness. A Faustian bargain in a bottle.
Humans tend to become dependent on other humans. When a child we are dependent on our parents. Maturity encourages us to sort out these dependencies and develop self reliance. Alcoholics have greater difficulty doing this because of their dependency on drink. AA may help them to transfer some of this dependency to a “sponsor” who provides companionship, insight and help with the program.
An alcoholic also may be dependent on a family member, such as a spouse, who may foster this by becoming codependent, attempting to “control” the alcoholic by rationing the booze: “One or two won’t hurt!” Alcoholism has thus been called a ‘family disease”.
As a sort of unconventional, perhaps controversial, “concluding unscientific postscript”, offered with “fear and trembling”, I suggest that the only true dependency free from harm is dependency on an animal, preferably on a dog. Dogs try to control you but their needs are simple, a biscuit, affection. Cats are loving but inscrutable. Horses kick from behind. Tough love! An “intervention”?
W.
It's a curious thing looking back, I was that introverted personality seeking acceptance and an ability to be comfortable around people, and so enter alcohol, but fast forward a few years, and I couldn't stand people, drinking on my own and being alone to fuel my addiction began to consume me, what I first hoped alcohol would achieve, I no longer craved, I simply craved alcohol and fed my addiction as far as it wanted to go.
Great thought provoking post Bill!!
Great thought provoking post Bill!!
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It's a curious thing looking back, I was that introverted personality seeking acceptance and an ability to be comfortable around people, and so enter alcohol, but fast forward a few years, and I couldn't stand people, drinking on my own and being alone to fuel my addiction began to consume me, what I first hoped alcohol would achieve, I no longer craved, I simply craved alcohol and fed my addiction as far as it wanted to go.
Great thought provoking post Bill!!
Great thought provoking post Bill!!
W.
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