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10-04-2015, 04:35 PM

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Lscotty1

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Hi guys,

I have had a couple of good days and now that I am going to my doctor tomorrow, I am starting to freak out. I am having trouble keeping a positive attitude. Any suggestions? Thanks

10-04-2015, 04:43 PM

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Dee74

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I know seeing a Dr can be scary but it's a really great step forward for our recovery.

do be honest - tell them everything.

If you don't think you can get out all you want to say you can write it down beforehand?

we'll be with you in spirit

10-04-2015, 06:12 PM

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Lscotty1

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Thanks Dee. I am starting to get honest. For once. And it is scary. I feel like I am jumping off a cliff and trusting my higher power to catch me. It is easier for me to live in my fox hole and pretend everything is okay. Stepping out is a very vulnerable feeling. These last 10 days have been full of tears and ups and down. I've spent more money mindlessly shopping then I care to admit . I feel like a crazy crazy crazy person, But I know that this is the only chance I have of things ever getting any better. If I keep drinking a chance however small, disappears. So 1 foot in front of the other I go . I will probably be crying...