Lily

Really wanted to drink tonight. My rain knew I have too-much to lose. My peace of mind my families trust, possibly my awesome job my sober date and my abstinent date for my food recovery program. Weird night. Wish those thoughts never occurred anymore. for 8 months my job has been unknown, down to just 10 days and I will know if I get to stay and be the main postmaster or someone else..... Restless irritable and discontent.....waiting praying for Gods will while really trying to trust he has my best interest in mind at the same time struggling with my own will.

neferkamichael

Lily, how goes it with ya, rootin for ya.