914born

One day at a time still struggling at 31 days when does it stop

biminiblue

Talk to us. What are your struggles?

914born

I wanna get cocaine now can't stop the urge giving in is just the easier way to go. I don't wanna but I do my av is riding me hard

OpioPhobe

914born - whenever my AV starts up I find it easier not to argue with it. Any sort of rational explanation you give to your AV will feed it more in my experience. It will always have some clever loophole that will show you how you can use and feel OK about it. For example, if my AV starts up with "A couple bundles would be nice right now...you had a lot of work today..." instead of offering any response like "No, I have been doing well...it has been X days, etc." I just shift my attention to something else. If nothing else, arguing with my AV is a waste of time.

Are there any movies you have been wanting to see lately? If so, throw something on demand or go out to see a show. It will be a hell of a lot cheaper than an 8 ball anyway.

SoberLeigh

I am so proud of you, 914born.

Cocaine is your past. 914born doesn't use.