lesa

I scared going to get a call my daughter died ..that this going to win and take her too..I lost my son as a baby and I don't want to bury another kid/////sorry for writing

Firefall

Sorry for what you are going through.
Glad you found your way here. Post more about what you are dealing with and those who have gone through that will respond.

zoso77

Do you know who Ann is?

She's one of our resident moms, lesa. She's both wise and empathetic, one of our best. Find her posts. Reach out to her.

And if you're low, you can reach out to me, too. You're not alone.

Ann

Hi Lesa, of course you remember me and I remember you too. What's wrong dear? I know the fear you are feeling, I felt it for years with my son and can still slip into that dark world of fear again if I let myself.

What helps me is to say a prayer and give my son's care over to God, and then live my day well knowing that he's in good hands.

Share with us how you feel and what sets you off. Did something specific happen or is it the same fear we all feel when we lose our children to drugs.

I'm glad to see you Lesa and sorry you are scared and sad.

Sending big hugs from this mama's heart to yours.

lesa

new fear she goes for days and days ..she uses everything ..I think she loves her four kids and I know she hurt that she has kids she cant see..I have to tell her when I have my grandkids she cant come to my house that hard..but I don't want to loose my babies too..ann I like to send u a priv mgs if I may

Ann

Lesa, you can send me a private message any time you like. I am on and off here but will respond to you as soon as I can.

You are wise to protect yourself and your other babies from her. She remains in my daily prayers.

Hugs