There is nothing else the world can throw at me to make me drink
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There is nothing else the world can throw at me to make me drink
Today has been the worst day of my life.
The world keeps throwing things at me to beat me down and I've had doubts about my ability to stay strong through all of this.
And if this is my own personal war, today my life was hit by a nuclear strike.
My life and everything that surrounds it has been flattened, and the bottom has fallen out of my spirit.
But I'm not going to drink.
There is nothing, nothing, life can throw at me that could possibly be worse than this. And I'm still getting back up.
I will not be broken. Not today, not ever.
No relapse, No surrender.
The world keeps throwing things at me to beat me down and I've had doubts about my ability to stay strong through all of this.
And if this is my own personal war, today my life was hit by a nuclear strike.
My life and everything that surrounds it has been flattened, and the bottom has fallen out of my spirit.
But I'm not going to drink.
There is nothing, nothing, life can throw at me that could possibly be worse than this. And I'm still getting back up.
I will not be broken. Not today, not ever.
No relapse, No surrender.
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Originally Posted by Thomasthetank 
Today has been the worst day of my life.
The world keeps throwing things at me to beat me down and I've had doubts about my ability to stay strong through all of this.
And if this is my own personal war, today my life was hit by a nuclear strike.
My life and everything that surrounds it has been flattened, and the bottom has fallen out of my spirit.
But I'm not going to drink.
There is nothing, nothing, life can throw at me that could possibly be worse than this. And I'm still getting back up.
I will not be broken. Not today, not ever.
No relapse, No surrender.
The world keeps throwing things at me to beat me down and I've had doubts about my ability to stay strong through all of this.
And if this is my own personal war, today my life was hit by a nuclear strike.
My life and everything that surrounds it has been flattened, and the bottom has fallen out of my spirit.
But I'm not going to drink.
There is nothing, nothing, life can throw at me that could possibly be worse than this. And I'm still getting back up.
I will not be broken. Not today, not ever.
No relapse, No surrender.
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I can absolutely relate. There is no problem alcohol won't make worse. Take the stress and pain a day at a time. Ask for and accept help. Let the grief and anger out. Pray to the God of your understanding to be granted his grace.
My heart is breaking for you because I know what you are going through. My daughter's death was 2 months and like you drinking was not an option.
Stay strong and stay close to the people who care about you
My heart is breaking for you because I know what you are going through. My daughter's death was 2 months and like you drinking was not an option.
Stay strong and stay close to the people who care about you
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thats the only way forward my friend, it doesnt matter what goes on in life so long as you dont pick up that first drink as its not going to change anything, its not going to bring anyone back, its not going to solve anything but for us it will only make things worse
i lost my son to stomach cancer just 2 years ago and i never once wanted to pick up a drink, i wanted to die and not be part of the world anymore but i never wanted to drink on it
i had to look after my son on my own as his mum sadly is still out there drinking herself to death so at least he had me and i was sober for him not that its any comfort to me as i miss him so much every day
but no matter what there is no need for the first drink we have to sadly learn how to live again
good luck to you
i lost my son to stomach cancer just 2 years ago and i never once wanted to pick up a drink, i wanted to die and not be part of the world anymore but i never wanted to drink on it
i had to look after my son on my own as his mum sadly is still out there drinking herself to death so at least he had me and i was sober for him not that its any comfort to me as i miss him so much every day
but no matter what there is no need for the first drink we have to sadly learn how to live again
good luck to you
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