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Old 09-21-2014, 08:16 PM
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I admit I'm powerless and my life has become unmanageble

It's starting over had four years once been relapsing the last year and a half progressevly getting worse. I believe a power greater then myself can restore me to sanity. I'm on step three. Hey alcohol take that.
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Old 10-03-2014, 08:28 AM
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I relapsed I'm on day two I'm very crabby and have anxiety I wish this would all go away. Started a fourth step last night.
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Old 10-03-2014, 09:06 AM
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Welcome back. Are you working with a sponsor?
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Old 10-03-2014, 10:17 AM
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I have several people I'm working with but now I don't have a sponsor yet.
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Old 10-06-2014, 01:14 AM
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Hi DSM,
Hope you are doing o.k. It was good to hear you are taking some action around step four. It's the first real work of the program.

There was a little issue with the first step which defeated me with the rest of the program. It was like a seed, just sitting there, undermining my efforts, taking away the only true motivation for solving my problem. It made me less than thorough in everything I did, less than honest, for though I had accepted I was an alcoholic and my life was unmanageable today, there was this delusion that one day it might all turn out to be a mistake.

The book puts it, " The delusion that we are like other people or presently maybe, has to be smashed" my last bender smashed it, I hope yours did too.

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Old 10-09-2014, 05:14 AM
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that al is pretty tricky, I'm day 2 too, Take that buster!
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Old 12-27-2014, 09:49 PM
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OK OK, now the words on the wall are just 12 words out of 43 pages.
Why are you powerless?
Why is your life unmanagable?
Its stated in those 43 pages, read it, understand it.
Seriously, 12 words out of 43 pages. Obsession of the mind, Allergy of the body, phenomenon of craving. One is too many, 100 is never enough.
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Old 05-29-2015, 04:48 PM
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OK OK, now the words on the wall are just 12 words out of 43 pages.
Why are you powerless?
Why is your life unmanagable?
Its stated in those 43 pages, read it, understand it.
Seriously, 12 words out of 43 pages. Obsession of the mind, Allergy of the body, phenomenon of craving. One is too many, 100 is never enough.
I am powerless because I drink even though I know I can't control it once I start.

My life is unmanageable because I continue to drink even though I know I can't control it once I start.
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