TiredEnough

I was messing around with my phone today and found some old pics. They go all the way back to when I was stoned every day all the way through my wd period and up til I changed phones awhile back. Wow, did I look bad especially towards the end and during the wds. My face was red and bloated. Eyes were swollen and red. I just look tired and worn out in every one. I may have felt great on the inside (the earlier ones) but I sure didn't look it. It doesnt even look like me. I also look incredibly stupid in most of them. Just a blank, stoned look. Uggg.

The wd ones look like I have been beaten with a bat. Swollen in the face, sweaty and sick looking. Jeez.

OpioPhobe

Tired - I still have a video on my phone from my last withdrawal. It is utterly pathetic. I was wimpering and whining like a toddler.

TiredEnough

Man, opiates are awesome, ain't they? Gee whiz, I vow to never look like that again.

GracieLou

I have one from November 2012 before I got sober and I compared it to a pic almost a year later. Like night and day! I don't even look like the same person. For real. I posted it on here one time and people were like OMG..LOL

I looked like the walking bloated red faced death!

Dee74

I have a lot of photos like that.

It is what it is. I see it now as I needed to go through all that to get to here - and here is pretty sweet

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