On to Day 4....missing my (now ex) fiancee
things will get better. drinking will make things worse. I know we all heard it before but I just wanted to give ya a hug. Day 4 tomorrow for me 2.
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congrats on Day 4! that's wonderful, make sure you give yourself props for that eh!
it's very early days, of course you miss him. I'm sure despite what happened, he misses you as well. Try to focus this time/energy on getting YOU all better though. This is YOUR time to sort through the rubble.
it's very early days, of course you miss him. I'm sure despite what happened, he misses you as well. Try to focus this time/energy on getting YOU all better though. This is YOUR time to sort through the rubble.
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Day 4 here too. I finally slept a little last night, I hope you could. I'm sorry you feel this way. At least you won't be driving a uhaul full of furniture for 24 hours to Florida to move in with your mother. I feel so low and ashamed. Hopefully we can all help eachother through this terrible time. At least we are sober!! Stay strong hun<3
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Originally Posted by NYCfitnessgirl 
Day 4 here too. I finally slept a little last night, I hope you could. I'm sorry you feel this way. At least you won't be driving a uhaul full of furniture for 24 hours to Florida to move in with your mother. I feel so low and ashamed. Hopefully we can all help eachother through this terrible time. At least we are sober!! Stay strong hun<3
I hope you're having a good day NYCfitnessgirl
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Originally Posted by lawgirl82
I feel better physically and mentally but god do I want him back 
I'm so lonely without him, this giant hole in my heart!
I'm so lonely without him, this giant hole in my heart! Guest
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These are difficult days. Facing the alcohol induced rubble is tough business but applaud yourself for doing the work you must. This is the beginning of the end. You are striving towards the light of the sun. You are standing in it already. Tough thing about the light is...we can finally see what we once refused to. It is only in the sun that we blossom.
"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." ~ Anais Nin
"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." ~ Anais Nin
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