detox or no?
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detox or no?
hello, im back...again
so my drinking has progressed to new levels. im jobless, and i binge drink at least 1-2 days a week, combined with cocaine, oxy, benzo, marijuana or whatever else I can get. I usually drink so much im in bed for a day or two. then another day or two after that I'm ready to go on a binge again. I'm generally not a daily drinker because my hangovers get so bad and im afraid im going to die or something really bad will happen when I go out. I black out every time i drink now... im scared of dying, but at the same time each day after my last run makes me forget all the pain and i just want to go out and feel free, or get away from my life for a night...im also dealing with huge sleeping problems. i cant sleep then i fall asleep during the day and sleep most of the day...a few weeks ago after taking benzos and alcohol i actually slept 24 hours straight. it scared the **** out of me
anyways, so i have an appointment with a government sponsored outpatient/inpatient rehab assessment thing, im not even sure what it all entails but my parents guided me towards this so im going to do it. however, ive had to wait over 2 weeks to have the meeting and i went out a couple times and did some crazy **** and almost got arrested. the guy there mentioned i could go to a detox thing in the meantime..but i always thought that was for people that are daily users and are in danger when they come off. i always withdraw at home and dont think im in danger personally. just wanted some advice..im open to anything.
so my drinking has progressed to new levels. im jobless, and i binge drink at least 1-2 days a week, combined with cocaine, oxy, benzo, marijuana or whatever else I can get. I usually drink so much im in bed for a day or two. then another day or two after that I'm ready to go on a binge again. I'm generally not a daily drinker because my hangovers get so bad and im afraid im going to die or something really bad will happen when I go out. I black out every time i drink now... im scared of dying, but at the same time each day after my last run makes me forget all the pain and i just want to go out and feel free, or get away from my life for a night...im also dealing with huge sleeping problems. i cant sleep then i fall asleep during the day and sleep most of the day...a few weeks ago after taking benzos and alcohol i actually slept 24 hours straight. it scared the **** out of me
anyways, so i have an appointment with a government sponsored outpatient/inpatient rehab assessment thing, im not even sure what it all entails but my parents guided me towards this so im going to do it. however, ive had to wait over 2 weeks to have the meeting and i went out a couple times and did some crazy **** and almost got arrested. the guy there mentioned i could go to a detox thing in the meantime..but i always thought that was for people that are daily users and are in danger when they come off. i always withdraw at home and dont think im in danger personally. just wanted some advice..im open to anything.
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