Jill23

A wise woman said this to me last night at a meeting. I'm 27 days sober today and have taken the bull by the horns. I was an AA skeptic but found myself walking thru the doors after my last drunk (a real doozy). I found a safe place there full of loving, supportive, understanding people who are all going or have gone thru what I am. I have a sponsor and am already on the third step. I have been having "What's the point, I will probably relapse" thoughts over the last couple of days and when this woman said that to me, I woke up. I don't have another drink in me. Another drink would end everything I love. It would destroy me, my family, and the trust I have regained. There is no glass of wine or shot of vodka that is worth what I have built over the last 27 days. I don't want to drink way more than I want to drink and today, I am sober!

If any of you out there are skeptical of AA, just give it a chance. What is it going to hurt and it may just surprise you. It did me. It is not full of religious freaks, in fact I have found more alternative thinkers than traditional ones. So, don't let that hold you back. I realize now that when I was resistant it was because I was not really ready to quit. Now I am learning how to live, not just stay sober.
Peace and love to you all, I hope everyone finds the serenity they are seeking.

Dee74

Really glad it's working for you Jill

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I'm glad you've found what works for you.

Thepatman

A great proof that finding the right spices make a great sobriety recipe!

Truly am happy for you!

deeker

Thank u for this post, So glad you are on your way!