I Will Get Sobriety!
OH SH!T
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Join Date: Apr 2004
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I Will Get Sobriety!
HEY ALL,AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAD I PRETTY ROUGH TIME,(THATS AN UNDERSTATMENT).ONCE AGAIN MY ANGER TOOK ME PLACES THAT I FEAR.
THE FOUR HORSEMEN LIVED WITH ME FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS.
THE AGONY I HAVE ENDURED IS HARD TO PUT INTO WORDS.I AM NOT GIVING UP,I NEED TO GET REAL WITH MYSELF AND NOT LET MYSELF THINK IT'S NOT SO BAD.THIS IS A VICIOUS THING I HAVE AND IT NEVER LEFT.IT'S TIME.
JUST WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW I'LL BE NEEDING YOUR HELP.THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN SUE AND I.I LOVE YOU ALL....ted
THE FOUR HORSEMEN LIVED WITH ME FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS.
THE AGONY I HAVE ENDURED IS HARD TO PUT INTO WORDS.I AM NOT GIVING UP,I NEED TO GET REAL WITH MYSELF AND NOT LET MYSELF THINK IT'S NOT SO BAD.THIS IS A VICIOUS THING I HAVE AND IT NEVER LEFT.IT'S TIME.
JUST WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW I'LL BE NEEDING YOUR HELP.THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN SUE AND I.I LOVE YOU ALL....ted
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Join Date: Dec 2003
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Hi Ted, Good for you. If you ever want to chat, you know where to come - I'll be about here for a few weeks at least.
Four horsemen? bugger that makes a mess of the carpet. Then again, wouldn't like to live with the three dancing bananas of the apocalypse either! LOL!
Vitimin B and pickled chilli did it for me. I recon you could just about do pickled chilli on a banana with yogurt. Good luck Ted and let us know how you get on.
Deg.
Four horsemen? bugger that makes a mess of the carpet. Then again, wouldn't like to live with the three dancing bananas of the apocalypse either! LOL!
Vitimin B and pickled chilli did it for me. I recon you could just about do pickled chilli on a banana with yogurt. Good luck Ted and let us know how you get on.
Deg.
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Join Date: Apr 2004
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TED,
stoked to see you back. i just came back and am looking for exactly the same as you. we should feed off each other. CRS(bob) is also on the relapse. BOB, we need you too!!!!!
this should be the new thread that we all HAVE to report to every morning for the good or bad. i'm on day one right now. of couse i've been on day one like 4 times in the last two weeks.
the fact that we keep coming back, proves that we WANT TO MAKE US RIGHT!
i hope that this can be done.
aloha
stoked to see you back. i just came back and am looking for exactly the same as you. we should feed off each other. CRS(bob) is also on the relapse. BOB, we need you too!!!!!
this should be the new thread that we all HAVE to report to every morning for the good or bad. i'm on day one right now. of couse i've been on day one like 4 times in the last two weeks.
the fact that we keep coming back, proves that we WANT TO MAKE US RIGHT!
i hope that this can be done.
aloha
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Join Date: May 2003
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Ted, good to hear from you! My anger, temper, and patience, have been an issue my whole life. However, today I am very much a different person...and I'm sober as well! Go figure!
If I can offer any advice or "words of wisdom" (LOL)....please let me know.
Tom
If I can offer any advice or "words of wisdom" (LOL)....please let me know.
Tom
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Originally Posted by saltH20
the fact that we keep coming back, proves that we WANT TO MAKE US RIGHT!
i hope that this can be done.
aloha
i hope that this can be done.
aloha
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Ted and Salt,
You are both going to make it and we're here to help in any way we can. I know how tough it is to get sober, but I also know it can be done!
There's lots of support here, so keep posting!
Love, Anna
You are both going to make it and we're here to help in any way we can. I know how tough it is to get sober, but I also know it can be done!
There's lots of support here, so keep posting!
Love, Anna
(((Ted))) 
love you!! Trish
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ted,
hey bro, you there,? don't leave me hangin.............bangin nails tomarrow looks bleak w/o a word from you.
thanks again anna, and basically...(((A-Z)))i know i' don't thank everyone that really DO help me out. I hope the whole of us make it. we will!!!!!!!!!!!
Bob, you around?
I'm rockin to G N' R right now, LOUD "rocket queen" and lovin the ending ballad!!!
"if you need a shoulder, or if you need a friend....SR will be there standin..........."
aloha
man, i'm getting corny
hey bro, you there,? don't leave me hangin.............bangin nails tomarrow looks bleak w/o a word from you.
thanks again anna, and basically...(((A-Z)))i know i' don't thank everyone that really DO help me out. I hope the whole of us make it. we will!!!!!!!!!!!
Bob, you around?
I'm rockin to G N' R right now, LOUD "rocket queen" and lovin the ending ballad!!!
"if you need a shoulder, or if you need a friend....SR will be there standin..........."
aloha
man, i'm getting corny
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Join Date: Sep 2003
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hi ted.
welcome back mate. sometimes stuff just happens to us hey, despite out best intentions.
hi also to sue, who was very generous in sharing your absence with us and letting us know you were away for a bit. thank you sue, you must be one strong lady and me thinks ted is lucky to have you. me thinks he knows this too, but being a bloke we may not always show it in the ways we need. it isnt his fault he is just a bloke haha.
now ted, back in the bus.
hugs to you both. shall send my email in PM if either of you wish to yak, vent or shoot the breeze
kath
welcome back mate. sometimes stuff just happens to us hey, despite out best intentions.
hi also to sue, who was very generous in sharing your absence with us and letting us know you were away for a bit. thank you sue, you must be one strong lady and me thinks ted is lucky to have you. me thinks he knows this too, but being a bloke we may not always show it in the ways we need. it isnt his fault he is just a bloke haha.
now ted, back in the bus.
hugs to you both. shall send my email in PM if either of you wish to yak, vent or shoot the breeze
kath
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heh ted
good to see ya- anger huh? gee....rings a faint bell here....LOL!!!!!
me and a couple sponsees are workin the whole 'acceptance' thing. we're pretty sure that askin' god for some help is what we are gonna have to do. and accepting that we can see our passion as a legit part of our emotional spectrum.
anyway- great to see ya again. I am a whipped pup tonite- scorched earth framing-too many days in a row, too many yet to go. Me n god gotta talk 'bout this as well.
hugs
mackat
good to see ya- anger huh? gee....rings a faint bell here....LOL!!!!!
me and a couple sponsees are workin the whole 'acceptance' thing. we're pretty sure that askin' god for some help is what we are gonna have to do. and accepting that we can see our passion as a legit part of our emotional spectrum.
anyway- great to see ya again. I am a whipped pup tonite- scorched earth framing-too many days in a row, too many yet to go. Me n god gotta talk 'bout this as well.
hugs
mackat
OH SH!T
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WELL FOLKS,HAD A GREAT MEETING TONITE.MET UP WITH TWO OLD FRIENDS IN THE PROGRAM,HAD SOME GREAT FELLOWSHIP.
I NEED A SPONSOR,AND I'M GOING TO ASK EARL TOMMOROW.
HE HAS WHAT I WANT.HE'S BEEN SOBER 8 YEARS,KNOWS THE ANSWERS ARE IN THAT BLUE BOOK.HIM AND OUR MAC ARE OF THE SAME MOLD,GOOSEBUMPLES HUH?I REALLY FEEL GOOD ABOUT THIS....SOMETIMES YOU JUST KNOW THINGS.LOVE YOU ALL,I CAN'T DO IT ALONE ,THANKS FOR BEING YOU..........ted
I NEED A SPONSOR,AND I'M GOING TO ASK EARL TOMMOROW.
HE HAS WHAT I WANT.HE'S BEEN SOBER 8 YEARS,KNOWS THE ANSWERS ARE IN THAT BLUE BOOK.HIM AND OUR MAC ARE OF THE SAME MOLD,GOOSEBUMPLES HUH?I REALLY FEEL GOOD ABOUT THIS....SOMETIMES YOU JUST KNOW THINGS.LOVE YOU ALL,I CAN'T DO IT ALONE ,THANKS FOR BEING YOU..........ted
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