FaithNhope12

Just something I wrote while my AH is in rehab ... I'm not a writer but hope it helps someone ... Writing is healing .... What I was feeling at the time
Not sure if I should show my AH

I remember ....
What u don't
I remember
Things u said
Things u didn't do
I remember
This is the last u would say
This is it I swear the last day
I remember
Hearing u breath
Hoping it wasn't ur last
I remember
Crying at night
Begging u not to go
I remember
Nights alone
Calling u on the phone
And I remember
Ur last night home
Not wanting to leave u alone
And I remember
Saying it'll be ok
I will help u today
And I remember
Calling to God
Please guide him back to me
I need him back one day
I remember
You as u were
Before addiction
Took ur soul
And I remember
Now u will be aright
I will not leave u
I will be here for u
I will never leave u
Just trust me today ....
I know now what must be done
I asked God to guide me too
And I have a clear mind
Of what u have to do
What I had to do
Be strong when u were weak
Just trust me...
And u will see
U will be free
Once and for all

allforcnm

This is really beautiful.
I think you will know when the time is right to give it to him.
Thanks for sharing it here.