jolene22976

hi everyone haven't been here in a while im new to blogs and stuff!! so ive made it to 5 weeks and i must say the difference in my family life and house has done a full 360. im not saying its been easy but it has been a great way to get some of my self respect back. i must say i think i need to do more meetings if i dont go for a couple of days i get those thoughts im not an alcoholic i was just a heavy drinker or i cud change my drink!! and we all know were that will lead, self destruction, fear, no self respect, self hate, which was a big one for me. my husband has peace of mind and that is great. i know its early days but i feel if i keep learning about the aa programme and go to meetings ill get stronger. compared to my first day on here im a different person, the fear has gone.

Anna

I'm glad the fear is leaving you and that you're feeling good. It's wonderful to feel self-respect returning to your life, isn't it!

Michael66

5 weeks - that's some serious sober momentum you've got going! You're sounding really positive.

mecanix

5 weeks

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LadyinBC

That is great Jolene! I think it is great that you posted this, it gives people just starting out hope that it does get better.

Dee74

Great to hear of your progress Jolene - congratulations

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Quinne

Fabulous progress! Keep it up

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quitforme79

So great to hear you are feeling better! I noticed that if I miss more than 2 days of meetings I get stinking thinking too. Keep up the awesome work

FeenixxRising

5 weeks is great Jolene. Keep at it.