chrisb245

Wow it's been a long month. Today I'm 30 clean form ct subs. I feel so much better. I have been to a meeting almost every day, and somedays two. I have a sponsor and I'm working the steps. It's still a struggle, but it's so much easier this time because I'm not doing it alone.

I guess my immune system is week. My seasonal allergies turned into a nasty upper respatory infection. None of that "good" cough medicine for me! The heart burn from the steriods and anti-biotics is crazy.

All and all I'm doing good. The only symptom that is very noticeable is the night sweats. I wake up a couple times a night ringing wet.

BFD

Welcome to 30 days! You are amazing. I'm glad you posted this; others can see that even thought the journey sucks, the destination is amazing. Hugs!

chrisb245

Thanks for the kind words! It helps a ton since I'm not getting any at home, but I'm ok with that.

BFD

My allergies are totally insane-o too! I've never had any issues with allergies before, so this is all new to me. I have to carry around an Afrin bottle. Funny, but when I was dabbling in cocaine years ago and used Afrin, I had no problem with it. But now that I need it for "normal" use, I'm sooo self-conscious about it. I wonder what people are thinking when they see me use it while I'm driving lol.

Impurrfect

Congratulations on 30 days!!!

Hugs and prayers,

Amy

1Dayatatyme

Chris,
Congratulations on hitting this milestone and good job getting a program in place with attending meetings and working the steps!!
I can sense your determination through the way you post!!!
Keep up the great work!!!

joygirl

Congrats, Chris! 30 days is a huge accomplishment and you did it! Every day gets better. The night sweats go away too. You'll be sleeping pretty in no time!