deadlydame

Good Morning everyone,

I haven't been here for a while... Working on a project (film) night shooting, snow, up in NY... Anyway, wanted to say hi to all and... Yes, day 47!!!! feeling amazing!!! so wanted to send the message along: To the ones who are having a tough time right now... I know it is soooo harrrrdddd, believe me, I failed many times and i am far from claiming "I made it!" Anyway, this week, I am finally doing what I used to do years ago but that I had to leave because of my addiction. I will never forget the nightmare the last years of my usage was: I hated my work so much and I of course completely sucked at it! big time! so, I was a little nervous before starting the project I am on... Guys, what a difference it is now: to work with a sharp and clear mind, free, focused!!!




I feel high in a way!!! And it is the best high i've ever experienced (i know... i know... when i would hear this from other addicts in recovery, i used to think: oh, please... here we go again...)

IT IS SOOO WORTH IT: AND I MEAN IT!!!!

So HANG ON!!!! IT IS A TOUGH RIDE NO DOUBT! BUT YOU ARE UP TO SOMETHING INCREDIBLE!

Wishing you all a great day!!!

Sandrine

clight

Congrats on 47! Thank you for the post ------>

Anna

Great post, and congratulations on Day 47!

FeenixxRising

Thanks DD. Well done on the 47 days. I often check here in the morning to read any success stories, and I'm rarely disappointed.

deadlydame

Thank you guys! I thought about posting this for those who question at times (including myself) so that next time I encounter a "challenge," i can come here and remember that it will go away... it is not permanent. Have a great day Feenix and Anna and Clight.

Dee74

way to go DD - keep it up!
congratulations

D

deadlydame

Thank you Dee!!!

least

Thanks for posting your success. It means a lot to me to hear of people doing well.