jakec

I feel like I haven't posted here is forever, and considering what my life has consisted of lately, it's good that I'm here.

So my drugs of choice are DXM, amphetamines, and marijuana. And unfortuantlely I've been in this funk where I've pretty much given up on myself, only to realize that was just an excuse to keep using!

Within the past few weeks I've gotten in countless arguments with my mother about my using, she noticed there were adderall missing from the pill bottle, and I got arrested 1 week ago for shoplifting dxm..I now have court on the 8th

So today I finally realized, just how tired I really am.. I'm so tired of the constant effort I put in to support my habbit..only for it to mess up my life. Tonight, I'm going back to NA, and beginning my recovery.

I'll be posting daily from now on!

escapist

Welcome back Jake. My husband is from Buffalo and he asks about you. I will have to tell him youre back!

TorontoGuy28

Welcome back !

I too had many failed attempts at sobriety.....

How are things gonna change for you now ?

Anna

Good for you, Jake. I sure do understand feeling exhausted from trying to keep things going.

jakec

I feel like things are different now, because when I first started recovery last year, I was still getting enjoyment and pleasure out of using.

Now, I get nothing. Like there's no point to it anymore yet I continue to do it.

I'm going to give NA another shot, and im in group and chemical dependency counseling.

Dee74

I'm glad to see you back Jake

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TorontoGuy28

Good for you Jake !

Stick to your guns.. Sobriety first. Always.

Delilah1

Welcome back Jake.

jakec

Thank you everyone (:

foodie1

Welcome back Jake, glad you're here

ChipAwayBoy

Welcome back. Post here and often! Its a great group of people who truly care. This site helps me everyday!