cantkeepgoing

If you read my other thread you'd see how my life has been up and down alot.
My x passed away yesterday morning. He is finally at peace.
My heart is aching, ive been ignoring him and completely pushed him away. There are so many things i want to say to him, so many things i wanted to do. And he died before i got to say any of them.
I woke yesterday and something told me to get a train to the city (with my kids and another i was minding).
When i got to town i spotted to ambulance and a guards car outside the mens hostel. I knew in my heart it was him. I went up but they wouldnt tell me anything but i just knew. We went back home and i had gotten the phone call. It had happened while i was outside the building!!! I wish tyey had let me in and said my goodbyes!!

Dee74

I'm sorry for your loss cantkeepgoing.

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Rosiepetal

I'm so sorry to hear that.
Thoughts and prayers are with you & your family.

Fathom

My heartfelt condolences, cantkeepgoing. Sometimes, life is so cruel. Please, know that we are all with you.

Keep going and take care,

Fathom

Ann

I am so sorry for your loss. As he rests in the arms of God, I think he knows you were there and how much you cared.

Hugs

Sasha4

I am so sorry for your loss and hope that he rests in peace.
Please don't be on your own at this time.
Surround yourself with people who love you.

Sending you lots of love
xxxx

outonalimb

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you.

I also believe that your X knew you were there with him in spirit. He is at peace now...in the arms of our loving father. And I'm sure his heart is full of love for you. Love never dies.

Be gentle and loving with yourself in the days to come.
Surround yourself with loving family and friends.

Hugs...
Mary

Seren

I'm so very sorry to hear about the loss of someone you hold so dear! He will be in my prayers along with you and all his family and friends!

Milly39

Am so sorry to hear this sad news - give your children big hugs and don't beat yourself up - he knew you cared - let go now and grieve

fourmaggie

so sorry...

Hopeworks

Oh my. My prayers are with you at this sad time.

Do you have an alanon group supporting you at this time?

hadenoug

I'm so sorry. I wish I could say more.
You are in my prayers.

Impurrfect

I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that we are here for you.

Hugs and prayers,

Amy

Confetti

I'm so sorry for your loss.
Know that you are in my thoughts.
Take care of yourself, and your children.

keepingmyjoy1

I am so sorry for your loss. From his vantage point now, I am sure that he knows what words are in your heart. Hugs.

Loughborough

I am sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you must be feeling.

Pelican

Prayers and ((hugs)) to you during this time.

strawberryfair

So, so sorry for your loss. I lost my partner two months ago and understand the pain. My thoughts are with you and your children x

rsk

I am so sorry for your loss.

Hollyanne

I am sorry for your loss.
You are both free now.