IndaMiricale

It is so worth the battle.

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Gooooood morning , As I got up today and did some reading and meditating I was just reflecting on a day when it was tough. Everything in me was saying ahhhh go ahead and have a couple it will be alright. But it so would have not been alright maybe for that day or two or three times but soon enough I would be oblivious again and back in the hospital or grave.

The AA way of life is not a easy one. ( I cant speak for other programs but I have the feeling this post would relate to all.) But its all in the adventure in living it that is truly worth the price of admission. And hands down it is so much better than my previous exsistance. There is no real comparison. Today my life would not be worth a damn thing without my program of AA. With it have a chance to live a good life , what is left of it shall be the best of it. It is worth the battle no matter how hard or what stones are set in front of me day to day.


So each day I have two roads to pick from one of complete and utter insanity and death. And always remember that my next drunk really could be my last one. Or I could take the one that is sunny and has some really beautiful scenery. And is reasonably happy, peaceful, and useful. The choice is mine each and every day. So today is exactly why we say "one day at a time". I choose the the scenic route today. I hope to see all of you out there on it.

Smile cause sobriety looks good on YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Good love, Inda

Sapling

Good morning Inda...I might see you along the way.

mecanix

thanks for choosing life over death today

Bestwishes, M

Sugarfix

You're right! A lovely post!

I was definitely on the insanity path!

Alcohol should be banned!

SunnyFlower

Thank you for that enlightenment. It'll will give me something positive to think about at work today!

drunkyjules

That is an awesome post!!! Thank you for the reminder!

Southerner

I need to start meditating again. Your post reminded me of the ritual I got into for a while. I would get into my office really early and meditate before all my employees got in. It put me in a good frame of mind. I should start again and use your "two roads" concept as a focal point. Thanks!

Panacea

Thank you for that metaphor - It is a clear cut choice and I needed reminding of that today. Now that I am somewhat over the physical aspects of quitting (I am 23 day out) - I am having a hard time with the balance part. Work, family, day to day tasks are all going at a frenetic pace and my abiity to juggle all the balls feels less easy. I have not tried meditation in the past but am now wondering if this could be an additional tool in the life toolbox.

Thanks again for the post - Panacea

Jeni26

Great post Inda.
I often think that scenic route has more than a few potholes in it. I have to stop and think for a while, gather my strength to carry on.
But the alternative route, that leads straight off the edge of a cliff!!

No way am I heading that way!!xx

IndaMiricale

@Panacea awesome stuff congrats on 23 days .

@Jeni yea there are potholes , for me thats why I have the steps and meetings. You see they are my mechanic to re-align my steering when I need it..


@Sapling I already see you on the
Happy road of destiny..

Vall

Can I come Indy :>

Thanks for the incense tip btw - I will try and get somex

IndaMiricale

Of course Vall there is plenty of room on the bus , jump right aboard it just keep gettting better and better...

Mizzuno

Wonderful post! Thank you for the positive reinforcement.

IndaMiricale

Well a super wet saturday here. Sure am glad I am not walking to the meeting ...

I am off to get my daily shot of AA.. Hope everyone enjoys the rest of your day and night..