MycoolFitz

It got under my inner skin and I had the dream. At a family reunion, Irish american reunion, everyone laughing crying singing stumbling and I was off by myself. Everyone knew I was sober but reacted like I had brain cancer. I realized I had this enormous bottle of wine in front of me and freaked. I was thinking I don't do that anymore it shouldn't be here and I tried to make it vanish. I was so ashamed and afraid. And then it was like family noticed and raised thier glasses to me and smiled like welcome home. And I was thinking just do it and get it over with and then I thought but its never over. I just closed my eyes and wished for strength, sanity. And I awoke. I was never so glad to see the morning but I had like a hangover headache. Thought well that's crap I didn't even dream drink. Well its only life we all get over it.