One of your greatest gifts from sobriety?
One of your greatest gifts from sobriety?
I thought mine was not dying some months ago, which I almost did but it turned out to be living which I am. A big difference between not dying and actually living. I think I was an alcoholic zombie but I'm not staggering around now eating brains, especially my own.
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Join Date: Apr 2012
Location: Chicago, Illinois
Posts: 165
The most greatest gifts is being able to live life and not running to a bottle/drug when a feeling came up. I can feel good and bad and not use over it! Thank God for sobriety!!!!!!
Thanks, someone once told me in treatment, I think it was the therapist I didn't like because he wasn't soft and enabling that sobriety wasn't about being sober, it was about living a life, that scared me for awhile. Not drinking was one thing, breathing in life was another. I realized I was more sfraid of really living and feeling than I was of not drinking, damn guy got me thinking about dry drunk now I'n more worried about dry vegie garden.
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Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Out west
Posts: 191
While it may not be the greatest gift, but contrary to what I projected for sobriety, my social life has improved. I am no longer restricted to drink friendly environments, or house bound because I'm too slammed to go anywhere. So maybe freedom is one of the greatest gifts. Also, it turns out my anxiety was completely induced by alcohol, because it's gone as well. Now that I think about it, freedom and self acceptance are the greatest gifts, and they weren't anticipated in the least.
Waking up without regret, shame and guilt. Knowing that everything I say, I mean, rather than because I am drunk. Not having to apologise for my behaviour. Not having to lie or pretend. There are so many gifts that sobriety has given me, but the biggest and the best is that it is allowing me to love myself again.
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