Finally going to the Doctor after months of excuses
Finally going to the Doctor after months of excuses
And to be honest, I am excited! I am really ready for this change. Im ready to feel good in the morning, save money and not slowly kill myself. I found out that my new insurance is going to cover a HUGE portion of medical expenses that I might encounter. So, Friday I will be going. They mentioned antabuse, so I cannot drink 2 days before I start that prescription. Im definitely going to have to get a plan together to not let myself get bored. I have a tendency to eat more than I should when I try to quit, so I definitely want to avoid that. I am so ready to make this change. I want to be healthy and in a normal frame of mind not only for myself, but for my family. I will probably get into AA as well as visit SR ritually, of course. I know this is going to be a tough month, but I am willing to get through it to improve my quality of life as well as the other people around me. Thanks for reading.
I will admit, I am scared out of my mind to face a day sober, because for the first two weeks, the anxiety and the physical hurt of just being without my alcohol seems to be impossible. I have a rough road ahead. I have to do this. I just have to. Its time for me to be a woman for my family, and I cant do that constantly drunk. Thanks everyone.
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