Petewill

hello again,
83 days and I am having the toughest time trying to be in a good mood for the holidays. Man, the loneliness, the resentments (trying to control that), and watching other people drink and whatever else, just sucks. I seem to get angry watching couples together, going "why is she with that dork"?? what's wrong with me? I think I have alot going for me, when not drinking..lol... it's like a cruel joke my higher power is playing with me.. .... Having a problem getting into my home group meetings lately too, need to try visit some other ones..... been talking to my sponsor and reaching out, not as much as I should though. Anyway, I hope everyone has a great holiday.......