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starting back to 1 again
Stop drinking 5 hours ago. I was drinking since Friday. It was not fun. I went to many places and talk to a lot of people on my way. I pass out a few times on my ways. Good thing I was not driving.
I took one my depression pills so I don't go out again and drink. Once I take that I can't drink alcohol. Now I'm here sharing my story. Just im alcoholic and no I don't like me going me that but I need that stuck in my head. Can't go through like acting this way.
Thanks for listening!!
I took one my depression pills so I don't go out again and drink. Once I take that I can't drink alcohol. Now I'm here sharing my story. Just im alcoholic and no I don't like me going me that but I need that stuck in my head. Can't go through like acting this way.
Thanks for listening!!
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oh, Good to know sugarbear1. While, I'm still hungover and just waiting for myself to pass out. Thanks for all the help. im going layout for a bit. I hope I can fall the sleep.
WISH< WISH I never drank on drank.
WISH< WISH I never drank on drank.
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welcome back act10n 
I hope you'll think of different things this time to add to what you've been doing so far - you can do this - you just need to take a step back & look honestly at what's not working for you.
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I hope you'll think of different things this time to add to what you've been doing so far - you can do this - you just need to take a step back & look honestly at what's not working for you.
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Hi Action,
I honestly think depression is the hardest hurdle, very hard to motivate yourself when you are depressed. This time around try something new towards your recovery, you are the best one to answer that, lots of experience on this forum to draw from.
Yesterday Action, I felt a very strong craving to have a drink, I was feeling really good and excited about a new project. I remembered what someone had written on this forum," OK don't have a drink now, have one tomorrow." it worked for me I stopped obssessing about a drink and gave myself permission to have one the next day. I woke up this morning, so glad I didn't have a drink. When I read posts like yours, I think no it is not worth it. I also thought, would I post on this forum if I relapsed, even writing about thinking of having a drink makes me feel "weak."
I admire you for the strength in your honesty".
Make this time around count.
All the best
CaiHong
I honestly think depression is the hardest hurdle, very hard to motivate yourself when you are depressed. This time around try something new towards your recovery, you are the best one to answer that, lots of experience on this forum to draw from.
Yesterday Action, I felt a very strong craving to have a drink, I was feeling really good and excited about a new project. I remembered what someone had written on this forum," OK don't have a drink now, have one tomorrow." it worked for me I stopped obssessing about a drink and gave myself permission to have one the next day. I woke up this morning, so glad I didn't have a drink. When I read posts like yours, I think no it is not worth it. I also thought, would I post on this forum if I relapsed, even writing about thinking of having a drink makes me feel "weak."
I admire you for the strength in your honesty".
Make this time around count.
All the best
CaiHong
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