Struggling1234

Okay. Here is my screwed up story. If anyone has been in my position please tell me what to do.

Me and my husband have been taking about 3-4 30 mg percocets for a year now each. We have tried suboxen several times. Just doesnt work. We just recently came off the percocet and was on the suboxen for 2 weeks. Then decided it would just be easier to get back on percocet, wean ourselves down to basically nothing for only a week bc we cant take 2 weeks off of work to come off suboxen so at the end of this week.. After we wean ourselves completely down on percocet, how bad will it hurt doing it cold turkey and how long will the withdrawals last? I never want to see this stuff again it has destroyed my life and its more painful for my husband than me. I need guidence and instruction on doing this so i can do this bc i cant do THIS anymore. I hate this stupid drug that does nothing for me, bc all it does is make me sick regardless if im on or off this drug. Pleease help me!!!