ACT10Npack

I mess up again. I started to drink and I didn't want to end. I just done like the hangover, so I know drinking will keep it away for a big. I can't remember how many beers I drank. Maybe 50 beers and a bottle of wine. Fun how stupid I feel. I know I don't need to prove myself anymore. It's to much garage I will always have to go through. When I got up from the bed I slip and hit my face on the wall and have a black eye. It's going to take 8 days for it to go away. It's been 4 days now and hope it will go away soon. It's day 3 now since I drank any alcohol. Still feel bad and my body is recovery. So, I can't lay to myself when I can drink. The 3 months that I didn't drink life was good. Now I have to prove myself that I can stay sober.

Thanks for listening.

Rusty Zipper

you can do it act

never give up that hope

ttbp

You can do it!

You've said the three months you didn't drink, life was good. Try and focus on how good that felt. Hugs x

SomethingBetter

That 3 month marks a tough one but it can be done, get back up and dust your self off, you can do this.

Dee74

Welcome back act10n

Some people seem to reach the realisation that alcohol and them don't mix relatively quickly - others, like me, take a very long time....

I hope this can be your turning point

D

LoftyIdeals

Glad you are back, Act10npack! We are all human, and make mistakes. What's important is that we learn by them. It sounds like you are! It probably doesn't hurt that you have a little reminder when you look in the mirror each day.

Keep with it! You are a regular on SR!