gforecoveringca

Well I kicked out my aex and he seems to be doing really good o know he hasn't been spending money but I told him we were threw. i really dnt want to ever feel like that again so even if he got clean I dnt think o would take him back. I feel kinda guilty to bc I use him for what i want if you k.ow what I mean! But I let him know it is what it is and thats ot but I still feel like I may be leading him on . God know I love him but I can finaly see the big picture for what it is. Im not surw what I want outta this post I guess j to say thay I feel so much better