ajangel

I am finally getting past the horrible detox. Now I am extremely exhausted. I feel human though. Last night I slept from 10-4 this am. Was suppose to go job hunting but by 6am, I could not even keep my eyes open. Drinking a cup of coffee now. Praying to God for his will, (and the strength to work) Thanking him for my sobriety. Fear is what gets me now. This last relapse really did a number on my self esteem. I have to move forward now. It is a beautiful day out today. Sitting around in fear is not going to put a roof over my head. Wish me luck. As usual, thank you all so very much for being here. Blessings to all