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Old 04-05-2011, 09:25 PM
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Well I'm drinking. I'm going to make funeral arrangements. I am a moron.
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Old 04-05-2011, 09:43 PM
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No need for that - just make arrangements to get some help suic.

Call your local AA...call your doctor, or your therapist, or present yourself at the local hospital, or the nearest salvation army detox...

do something - anything proactive - other than buying more booze suic.

People recover every day...but you have to take that first step.

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Old 04-05-2011, 09:46 PM
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(((Suic))) - I agree with ((Dee)). Put down the drink and do what you have to, to not pick up again. Things seem pretty dismal when we're back to our addictions, but you don't have to keep going down the spiral.

Hugs and prayers,

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Old 04-05-2011, 10:54 PM
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You guys are right. I am to the point of risking esophageal hemorrhaging. I thought I was dying but I'm OK.
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Old 04-05-2011, 11:00 PM
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Hmm
when I had esophageal hemorrhaging I had to have 3 transfusions
3 days in an ICU....2 days on a hopsital ward.

I did not quit drinking then
hope you stop soon....those blood clots and the ordor are really gross.
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Old 04-06-2011, 02:18 AM
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Hightara put it perfectly.

We are human beings and we care about what happens to you. We care because although we have not met we are not strangers....we have all been where you are.

Please get help.
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Old 04-06-2011, 02:39 AM
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Hey now don't say that, we worry about people that talk about suicide. We want to see you 10 years from now, posting how you are a decade clean

Hang in there,

Hey the bad part is you are located in Minnesota and you like the Lions, nooooooo

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Old 04-06-2011, 02:41 AM
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I care about you Suic. I worked for Sea Rescue for 15 years. The people that drowned were those who didn't reach out for help. Please just do it. In the fullness of time, you will not regret it. You can do it.
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Old 04-06-2011, 06:00 PM
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Eventually every one of us is going to quit drinking. How we do it is up to us.
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Old 04-06-2011, 06:16 PM
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Hang in there and keep reaching out for help.
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Old 04-06-2011, 06:27 PM
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Hang in there, Suic. I'm your fellow Minnesota friend, remember? Talk to me anytime you want or need to. I'm thinking about you.
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Old 04-06-2011, 06:42 PM
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Hope you are doing better today, Suic.
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Old 04-06-2011, 07:12 PM
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Reach out Suic and get the help! Don't give up man.....you can do this!
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Old 04-06-2011, 07:18 PM
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Dude, you post the same kind of stuff, over and over. You keep getting the same responses, over and over.

This doesn't just go away by itself. And tragic early deaths are hard to come by. You might just be miserable for decades--wouldn't THAT be just your luck.

Pick up the phone. Call a detox or call AA. Get moving.
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Old 04-06-2011, 07:24 PM
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Suic...you know you can PM anyone at anytime..hang in there. The key is..to find something to do OTHER than drinking. Change your life around. I know it may sound boring but even just going to the library...look around for some books that help you learn more about addiction. Get out and take a walk. I know early on..I would make it all day but the nights were tough. I would hop in the shower (usually the distraction helps you lose any craving) and go to bed if all else fails. If you can just get past the first two weeks it will get better! Call an AA hotline..somebody is there 24/7. Thinking of you Suic...
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Old 04-06-2011, 11:09 PM
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Please go as soon as you can to get some help, maybe an ER, and put yourself in their care. Stop trying to figure it out on your own. You can get sober and live a worthwhile, meaningful life. It is just your disease telling you otherwise. If you are at the point right now where you can't care for yourself, please reach out immediately for help.
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Old 04-08-2011, 07:48 PM
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Hey Suic,

I started the same month as you and have relapsed 4 times. I go a month longer every time I restart. My last record was 119 days. After 2 weeks of binge drinking, I now have 2 weeks of sobriety.

Just learn from it and move on. The first 3 days are the hardest. You can do it. I did. Just get back to sobriety it is really worth it. You are not an idiot. They say it is almost normal to relapse. It's not about how many times you relapse, it's about how many times you keep trying!

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Old 04-08-2011, 08:56 PM
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As Alexvt said each time I start again my sober time is getting longer I am only 26 days but so far it is my longest. please try again and get some help.
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Old 04-09-2011, 03:33 PM
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I have been sober for 3 days
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Old 04-09-2011, 03:35 PM
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YEA!!
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