beckkkk

This weekend was hard. I continued NC thru all the crazy, rambling texts, the "restricted" phone calls (he does this cause he has an order of protection), and multiple Facebook posts about me which were so crazy only an addicts mind could think up.

It is heartbreaking to me. I love him but will not have that back in my life or my kids lives. I want nothing more than him to get well. But the constant attacks on my character and intentions has driven me so far away. I know what I have to do is ignore him and let him fight on his own. I can't save him. But why does it have to hurt so bad?

I am wondering now if he is really clean for 70 days like he said. The verbal attacks, not being able to reason with him, and manipulation are worse than they have ever been.

Well I am going out to enjoy this beautiful weather and take a walk. That always lifts my spirits.

Hope everyone has a great day!

Kindeyes

beckkkkk
I'm sorry that your weekend was so tough. It's hard to hold up when someone is pummeling at your defenses and trying to bring you down.

Good for you for getting out there and getting some fresh air.

I hope YOU have a really great day!

gentle hugs
ke

Seren

(((Beckkkk)))

Please take good care of yourself. Hopefully he will eventually get the hint and stop the attacks because they are not getting him what he wants.

Maybe you and the kids can go for a bike ride or play in a local park today? Outdoor time usually does wonders!

Hugs, HG

sailorjohn

Well, there's no contact and there's 'can I peek once in a while no contact'.

Click on his profile, below the 'friends' list, on the bottom of 4 other options, a link that reads Report/Block. Block his account. And you won't ever have to read his posts unless you want to. Problem solved.

hello-kitty

I totally sympathize with your situation. But, having been through it before, I know that the unfortunate truth is that what Sailorjohn says is true. You have no control over what he's saying. However, you can control what you do. You can block him so you don't have to read his garbage anymore.

You can also change your phone number... if he wants contact with the kids, let him get a lawyer and go about it the legitimate way. There's no need for you to put up with harrassing phone calls. Unless you want to for some reason....

If he IS 70 days clean, then his reprehensible behavior gives you even more reason to stay away from him and go no contact. Some people are just jerks and they don't behave appropriately - on drugs or off.