mftrader

Made it through the tough time tonight. I just seclude myself from my family so nothing can upset me. I came home made dinner, fed the dog and made dinner. And the rest of the time spent on the couch contemplating "will I ever be able to have a beer with the guys again" Definitely never want to hide aclohol from my family again. I got so bad i was hiding it in in the water softener. I don't want that again...ever. I want to get my health back before I even consider. I was 180 pounds when I found out my son has MD I drank more and ate less leaving me ate 142 pounds. After that I turned from drinking for social reasons (I'm terribly shy) to drinking because I have a disabled son I can't help. Maybe I was trying to bring myself to a disabled point similar to my son. The non drinking has helped with the weight issue, I've gained over 4 pounds in a week.

Ok I'll quit rambling.

sleepie

Hey, way to go- you're into your second week! Keep posting and hang in there I am at another "Day one" myself, so it's good to see the progress of others. Thanks

snikrep

Congrats on keeping sober!
remember don't count the days, make the days count!

BobGT

Hey mftrader,

Don't worry about the "rambling."

Writing out your thoughts helps you stay sober, and reading helps the rest of us. So keep writing, please.

Best wishes.

Chops

Your not rambling, your sharing and it helps me as well as you...

Missymae737

Awesome!

With each passing hour of sobriety we build strength...

You can do this!!!

sobermax

Not rambling, helping others and yourself!

Please keep posting.

Grace2

You're doing really well. So proud of you. Keep strong. Big hugs. xxx