kia

just thought wou1d 1et u a11 know my dad died 1ast night after been i11 for some time and it has hit me very hard as he went very sudden1y from a chest infection and am sti11 in shock so wi11 try to post as and when i can no word from the A so its a11 in the actions i think

Pelican

I am so sorry to hear about your father's death. (((kia)))

Prayers to you and your family during this time.

kia

thank u think were a11 in shock here just about to go out again to te11 other fami1y members so hard this though what a week ive had eh xxxx

bookwyrm

Oh Kia - you really have had a horrible time lately. :ghug3

Rella927

So sorry to hear Kia

1234

I'm so sorry, Kia. I'll be thinking about you.

1234

kia

things have got to go uphi11 now how much further down can they go sure1y its enough now

NYC_Chick

Hug. Sorry for your loss

Kittyboo

Kia, I am so sorry for the loss of your father. Sending you a long warm hug.

Tally

Oh Kia, so sorry for your loss. Lean on your friends and family whilst you get through this tough time. *hugs*

PHIZ007

Oh Kia.....I am so sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you at this most difficult time.

Keep posting we really do care......Take Care.....Phiz

NewBeginnings1598

I am so sorry for your loss Kia. My prayers go out to your and your family.

kia

thank so much for a11 your kind words the sadness comes and goes but i fee1 a deep sense of peace from my dad if that makes sense hes with my mum and not 1iving this empty 1ife he was doing it was quick and we hope pain1ess as the home didnt inform us of the extent of how bad he was so we were not there when he went and that tore the screams from me so caught up in the drama of the A that i fai1ed to here the warning signs a chest infection in someone with dementia is very serious but cos i was so wrapped up in his drama i fai1ed to see it but i dont fee1 gui1t as my dad knows we 1oved him and i fee1 his presence round me with my mum and know he ho1ds no grudge and a1so no pain he is with his 1ove again now and wi11 be forever and that is ever1asting 1ove 30 years to the day she died and he never stopped 1oving her its what we a11 strive for i think i ho1d out hope for that one day

Jadmack25

My prayers and thoughts to and for you and your family for your loss.

Also my prayer that YOU will come to where you cease having your A as your first and last thoughts and in your head, day and night. That you can and will let him go and stay away from a man who shows how little he cares for or deserves you.
That you will move on soon, and have the life you need and want, and eventually with a man who appreciates you, loves you and puts you before all else.

God bless

kia

i think maybe i am a1ready thanks to he1p of a nice very sober guy who has been there for me a11 the way up to know supporting me and showing me how a woman shou1d be treated and the A on1y got in touch 1ast night and we11 u a11 know what date i found out and he thinks we can just go straight back to where we were no word of sorry we11 not going there again im off that round about i know that wont be the end of of it and he wi11 fight this but ive seen the 1ight at the end of a 1ong tunne1 and im not going back to entering it again hes proved by his actions how much he cares saying i 1ove u at end of conversation thats as maybe and i wi11 prob a1ways 1ove him but can i ever be with him as he is nope i cannot ohh and hes now back on the drink again due to my dad dying go figger eh hes my dad shou1dnt i be doing that not him hes my dad onwards and upwards xxx