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Nov 19 1 year.
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In a few days my boy will be dead 1 year. I heart feels like it was yesterday. I have learned you don't die from grief because I am still living. I think of all the good times together but with the holidays coming again all the tears will come more than last month. I don't think I will ever stop crying. I pray to God he will ease the grief and it has at times but others times it feels like a new wound. That hurt that you can't explain you just feel. The empty space that can't be filled I can't put it into words. But it is their always.
Thanks for reading this.
Your friend
Maggiemac
Jason's mum
11-19-08 overdose
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In a few days my boy will be dead 1 year. I heart feels like it was yesterday. I have learned you don't die from grief because I am still living. I think of all the good times together but with the holidays coming again all the tears will come more than last month. I don't think I will ever stop crying. I pray to God he will ease the grief and it has at times but others times it feels like a new wound. That hurt that you can't explain you just feel. The empty space that can't be filled I can't put it into words. But it is their always.
Thanks for reading this.
Your friend
Maggiemac
Jason's mum
11-19-08 overdose
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Posts: 379
Dear Jason's mum~
I'm so very sorry for your loss. I know that the same could happen to me at any moment. It's my worst fear. This is such a senseless disease.
My prayer's are with you as you face the holiday season without Jason.
Love~40
I'm so very sorry for your loss. I know that the same could happen to me at any moment. It's my worst fear. This is such a senseless disease.
My prayer's are with you as you face the holiday season without Jason.
Love~40
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Join Date: Nov 2002
Location: Bristol TN/VA
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Maggie,
I am so sorry. And I understand. Anything you choose to do....rearranging your usual holiday schedule, plans and celebrations...anything that helps you through...please be ever so gentle with yourself.
In time, things will get better...but we both know that it will never be the same.
I am so sorry. And I understand. Anything you choose to do....rearranging your usual holiday schedule, plans and celebrations...anything that helps you through...please be ever so gentle with yourself.
In time, things will get better...but we both know that it will never be the same.
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Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Midland, NC
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Maggie, I can't imagine what you're feeling and I know how hard the holidays will be....this will be the second set of holidays without my mom and I thought it would be easier, but it's got me thinking of and missing her even more. The only comfort I have is knowing she will be celebrating with her mom and dad, and those loved ones who have passed also. But most importantly, she's celebrating with the Lord, in paradise.
You are in my thoughts and prayers,
Penny
You are in my thoughts and prayers,
Penny
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Join Date: Mar 2009
Location: Dayton, OH.
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((((Maggiemac)))) I am so sorry that you have to go through this. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts through this rough time. Thank you for sharing your troubles and I hope it gives you, at least, a small amount of comfort knowing we care and wish we could be there for you, in person.
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