Crack sucks
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Crack sucks
Just when you think things are getting back in place for somewhat of a normal life..BOOM!!!!! things can fall so freaking fast, before i knew it it was 4 am and i was at the ATM taking out another 100 dollars. WTF. I got my old job back. i was dating a beautiful woman whom i had been crushing on for years. all because of sobriety. just because i saw a former user-friend. it all came back, the rush , excitment, thrill of the high. i had a strong foundation of sponsors, everything just right so i thought. i could not resist. but the good news is, i am back on my sober ride. i did not let it get to me. i f-d up and i know why i did. now it is just time to remain positive....I know i can do it.. Love will always lead the right path....
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I am back on track after relapsing on the crap for 2 years, almost lost it all this time, got 23 days clean today...good luck to ya, me... I definatly dont have a problem with step one anymore, and I too see where I messed up, and am giving it 110% to not make the same mistakes this time around.
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Biggbbs,
I'm a recovering opiate/crackcocaine addict, today, I'm 10 months clean. A few weeks ago, I came very close to using...I went as far as to 'make that call'...even went and bought a 'glass rose'. But, thanks to 'divine intervention', it fell through and I didn't use.
The urge to use just came over me while sitting at home. Honestly, I don't know where it came from, but it did, and there I was...at that moment, back in the 'game' as if I hadn't missed a beat.
My point is, you don't have to see someone you use to 'use' with for it to happen. Addiction is a very tricky disease. Just when you think you have it beat...It beats you.
Be careful.
Dust yourself, and begin again.
Penny
I'm a recovering opiate/crackcocaine addict, today, I'm 10 months clean. A few weeks ago, I came very close to using...I went as far as to 'make that call'...even went and bought a 'glass rose'. But, thanks to 'divine intervention', it fell through and I didn't use.
The urge to use just came over me while sitting at home. Honestly, I don't know where it came from, but it did, and there I was...at that moment, back in the 'game' as if I hadn't missed a beat.
My point is, you don't have to see someone you use to 'use' with for it to happen. Addiction is a very tricky disease. Just when you think you have it beat...It beats you.
Be careful.
Dust yourself, and begin again.
Penny
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Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Michigan
Posts: 45
Originally Posted by change4penny 
Biggbbs,
I'm a recovering opiate/crackcocaine addict, today, I'm 10 months clean. A few weeks ago, I came very close to using...I went as far as to 'make that call'...even went and bought a 'glass rose'. But, thanks to 'divine intervention', it fell through and I didn't use.
The urge to use just came over me while sitting at home. Honestly, I don't know where it came from, but it did, and there I was...at that moment, back in the 'game' as if I hadn't missed a beat.
My point is, you don't have to see someone you use to 'use' with for it to happen. Addiction is a very tricky disease. Just when you think you have it beat...It beats you.
Be careful.
Dust yourself, and begin again.
Penny
I'm a recovering opiate/crackcocaine addict, today, I'm 10 months clean. A few weeks ago, I came very close to using...I went as far as to 'make that call'...even went and bought a 'glass rose'. But, thanks to 'divine intervention', it fell through and I didn't use.
The urge to use just came over me while sitting at home. Honestly, I don't know where it came from, but it did, and there I was...at that moment, back in the 'game' as if I hadn't missed a beat.
My point is, you don't have to see someone you use to 'use' with for it to happen. Addiction is a very tricky disease. Just when you think you have it beat...It beats you.
Be careful.
Dust yourself, and begin again.
Penny
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Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Michigan
Posts: 45
Originally Posted by biggbbs
i was dating a beautiful woman whom i had been crushing on for years.
A big hell yes for your success, just remember that soberity has an overwhelmingly good chance of bringing you better things.
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