You've asked......
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You've asked......
And just who do I think I am? And just who was I before, and why does it suddenly seem to matter? What did I do with all my time before, when I wasn't laughing and smiling and nursing a precious soul to thrive and be happy?
It's not the same, I'm somehow different---my fingers don't move in quite the same way and I can't really breathe anymore. The walls are closing in and I'm way too hot. I'm shakey, like my blood sugar is too low and there's not one morsel to eat for miles down the road. How can there be so much hum and buzz of the life around me and yet nothing? Everything in the whole world has stopped if only for five seconds--two breaths and maybe a heartbeat--- and then all of a sudden it's over. And the Difference is before I would beg for it all to stop because I wanted to get off. And here it's stopped and i'm hanging on like my life depends on it. Mostly because it does.
A sea of pink, of milk mixed with the tiniest toes and the longest eyelashes. The things about her that only I know, that only I will ever know. All the little funny ways in which I know who she is, even though she's never said one legitimate English word, or even Japanese
How can a heart break with the colors of green and leaves and sunlight and burst with the most beautiful little red shoes you've ever seen?
You're just wasting it, all of it. If you'll only notice the sparkling sunrise or really take the time to listen to the birds and for God's sake SLOW DOWN. You're missing it. You're missing ALL of it,and you've missed it before and I'm damn sure you'll miss it again--and it doesn't really seem to phase you.
It's not the same, I'm somehow different---my fingers don't move in quite the same way and I can't really breathe anymore. The walls are closing in and I'm way too hot. I'm shakey, like my blood sugar is too low and there's not one morsel to eat for miles down the road. How can there be so much hum and buzz of the life around me and yet nothing? Everything in the whole world has stopped if only for five seconds--two breaths and maybe a heartbeat--- and then all of a sudden it's over. And the Difference is before I would beg for it all to stop because I wanted to get off. And here it's stopped and i'm hanging on like my life depends on it. Mostly because it does.
A sea of pink, of milk mixed with the tiniest toes and the longest eyelashes. The things about her that only I know, that only I will ever know. All the little funny ways in which I know who she is, even though she's never said one legitimate English word, or even Japanese
How can a heart break with the colors of green and leaves and sunlight and burst with the most beautiful little red shoes you've ever seen?
You're just wasting it, all of it. If you'll only notice the sparkling sunrise or really take the time to listen to the birds and for God's sake SLOW DOWN. You're missing it. You're missing ALL of it,and you've missed it before and I'm damn sure you'll miss it again--and it doesn't really seem to phase you.
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What a gorgeous baby, K. Amazing, amazing.
Doesn't seem to want to post, but the link's here:
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Doesn't seem to want to post, but the link's here:
http://img230.imageshack.us/my.php?i...lagrace006.jpg
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Your awesome. My parents computer is SOOOOOOOOO Slow......I'll put up another picture of just her soon.....like when I have access to a computer that goes faster than tar in January......
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