lostgirl89

im sorry to all my dear friends....Miss Rachel has no excuses...I fell off the face of the earth again, which im sure you are all used to....I have limited computer use....my husband left his job (thus lost his laptop which I used)....my oldest daughter tried to commit suicide and sliced her face to pieces with a razor blade...and ive hit the bottle again....trying to survive....but slowly killing myself...Im not expecting sympathy...because honestly I know some of you are going to beat me to death...Ive felt it before...so bring it on....I know Im wrong...so do with me what you will. More than anything I wanted to touch base and wish you a Happy Holidays and a Happy New year...and tell those of you who know who you are that I miss you and Love you...and Im sorry for being a dissapointment...but you are used to that.....
My love always...Rach

snowdog

Lostgirl, I am new to this site and don't know you, but my heart goes out to you for all that you are dealing with!

wishing you well- and please be gentle with yourself.

Sugah

No beatings here, Rachael. Sounds like you're doing a more than sufficient job of that yourself. How about a little tenderness in its place?

I'm sorry for the pain you're going through with your family. Is it time to seek some help for yourself?

Peace & Love,
Sugah

flutter

Rach,

No one hands out beatings here, I'm sure you've already done that.

I am so sorry about everything going on, how overwhelming and scary!

You are not a disappointment.

How can we help support you?

I hope this new year brings amazing new and positive things for you.

allport

What has happened in your life is horrendous, is there anyone you can turn to.

Im so sorry for your husband and especially for your daughter, I hope she will be ok.

Remember tho you need help too, we would all struggle with what you are going through, I dont know how I would cope, keep posting, keep in touch someone will come along who can help you.

Thinking of you and your family. x

allport

By the way no beatings from me Ive drank for a lot less than you are going through, just know that if you stop now in a few days you should feel a lot better.

least

Welcome back - with no beatings! We don't shoot our wounded here, we help them get back to health.

You've gotten sober before, you can do it again. You deserve a sober life and you can have it - one day at a time.

Welcome back!:ghug3

Ananda

I can feel how hard it is to come back here and post. But you have done the right thing...

I believe there are people here who has gone through peices of what you are going through.

For me that is why this sobriety is a we thing.....betweeen all of us we can walk this path together.

please take care of your physical well-being and come here to get some help on teh staying sober

Aysha

Glad to see you back..Sounds like you been going through it.

I agree with sug...Take it easy on yourself.

Stick around this time.

Toomutch

No bashing from me lost girl - who am I to judge. You have alot on your plate right now, please be gentle with yourself. Prayers are going up for you, your husband and your daughter.
If you want to talk, let me know.

Rowan

Welcome back. I'm so sorry for what has been happening with your husband and daughter.

Impurrfect

(((Rachel)))

No beatings from me, either. I'm just glad you're back.

I'm really sorry for all that is going on in your life, and you know drinking isn't going to fix any of it, but I'm sending you big hugs and prayers.

Amy

ex D-Boy

rachel!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so glad you finally came back to SR and posted. i had been wondering a lot lately what had happened to you as its been months since we last talked.

Just wanted to let you know that i care about you and dont judge you in the least. hope to see you in the chat again soon , take care of yourself rach...your so worth it.

~~ scotty

Anna

Welcome back, Rachel!

I'm sorry for your problems.

colagirl

Hi lostgirl,
No judgment from me either - I remember your story and I'm sorry to hear things have been so hard for you lately. I hope you'll keep posting, this is a great place for people to get through things together.

:ghug3

adore79

Rach, I just want to hug you. I'm glad you are still alive. How was Christmas? Its always great to see you around.

CarolD

Welcome back, Rachel....

Prayers going out to you and your family

Dean62

Had enough?