caileesnana

Anyone heard from done? I haven't seen or heard from her in a couple of weeks. Miss her and her advise.

Hope your OK Done,
love
susan

laurie6781

She is all right. Has a bad tooth and took time to get into the dentist, and has the flu.

She just hasn't felt up to being on the puter too much.

She'll be back soon.

Love and hugs,

Impurrfect

Thanks for letting us know, Laurie....I've been wondering where she was, too.

Tell her to take care of herself and we miss her!

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

Done_With_It

Ahh Thank You :ghug3

Been kind of crazy lately. A lot more than just a tooth. :bounce
I'm starting to get okay again, but was pretty stressed out for awhile.
My doctor whose an idiot decided he wasn't going to refill my meds,
so I had to request a transfer, so in a nutshell, I lost all my meds,
that I've been taking for about a year +. Which freaked me out, then
my tooth got really bad and had to be pulled, then my old meth roommate
started harrasing me, my friend recently killed herself and I found out for sure from her sister last week it was over her eating disorder and it was a suicide, then I had jury duty and I GOT PICKED!
I totally freaked out cuz I had no way to pay my rent, and in CA you can't claim financial hardship anymore, and I lost two good jobs on top of that.
It's a 2-3 trial, and we dont get paid.
I cant pay my rent late, or I would get evicted.
Oh, and I had a seizure in my arm and ended up in the ER.

lol, so that's my last week 1/2 two weeks in a nutshell. and before that I was just quite.
But just to give you some hope, I'm dealing with it all without meth.
Thought about it of course a little bit here and there, just because I got so overwhelmed and had a lot feelings I didn't know how to deal with, but I knew I wouldn't, lol, I think I just wondered what a line would feel like.
Today was hard, my ADD is really bad right now, trying to concentrate on jury is hard,and i am so so so tired, it was a difficcult day. I was thinking about a line today, lol, I'll tell you that much.
But I just kind of laugh and entertain the thought, more as a joke in my head. Not like an option, or something I would do.
I think it keeps popping up also cuz last time I was on jury duty I was sneaking meth into the court and cutting, etc. But I'm so done with drugs, this was a pretty big test for me, losing my meds, and some of the issues with that, is pretty scary for me, but i never once considered using over it.
Anyways, thanks for thinking of me, it made me smile, and I needed to smile today.
8

I'll be back after my trial is over, i come and read here sometimes, but just don't post really.

CatsPajamas

Miss Done, why don't you just write a book about your adventures? I'm sure those writers who haven't been working would LOVE to make it into a screen play!!!

greeteachday

Done_With_It

ha ha ha, lol, you know how many people tell me that.
and usually what i post about is only half the story, there is usually more going on, so it's more interesting...

I really could write a book though, some of the things I've done, gotten into, lol, are pretty crazy..
Like getting lost in mountains and having seach & rescue have to come look for us, taking my cousin to the ER and calling EVERYONE to tell them she had frostbitten feet cuz they were blue only to find out after yelling and screaming at the doctor to take her NOW!! that in rainstorms, if you wear brand new black socks, the "Dye" runs off and makes your feet blue.
Partying backstage with rock stars, getting 'accidentally' stuck on tour busses, (OOPS) :rof
Getting on the wrong plane and ending up, I'm still not sure where, and getting stuck over night,
My MOM could really write a book. She's wanted to kill me more times than,.....
YOU DID WHAT??????? YOU ARE WHERE?

:atv

Ha Ha Ha, why would someone like me needs drugs, lol.... Life is too entertaining without.

Done_With_It

THANKS :ghug3 needed that today

ctrom40

Done,

I'm exhausted just reading about what has been going on in your life during the past few weeks....

I have NEVER been called for jury duty, and you have already gone twice.... lucky you...

Hugs,
Colleen

Lobo

Miss Done, I was just getting on here to tell them that I talked to you on the Mental Health Forum and I found you here.
Glad you checked in sweetie. You always make me smile.

Luv.......Lo

Impurrfect

(((Done)))

I'm glad you're back, especially with all you've been going through.

I had some of those "using" thoughts the other night, too, on my way home from work. Realized I was just stressing out over something I shouldn't be, talked to some friends here and f2f, and got through it. Now, when they come back, and I can tell myself that "if Done can get through what she went through and not use, this is a piece of cake!"

So, do you have a good doctor now? One who's not an idiot? I've met some wonderful doctors, but a few, I really wonder how the heck they got through medical school!

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

mooselips

(((Miss Done)))

I'm glad you're all in the pink now!

Done_With_It

No I don't have a new doctor yet, or I have to wait a month 1/2 for my apt.
Hopefully she will refill my meds.
I don't know I'm just tired of it all about now.

Hopefully my trial will be over soon, and I can deal with it again.


Glad you didn't end up using, it's never worth it, doesn't solve a thing.