rabye

I Have Partied Tonight And Now I Am Home Alone And I Cant Stop Snorting, I Feel Like ****, Please Say Something To Stop Me. Please.

ANGELINA243

What can I say? I'm glad that you are here--but there is absolutely nothing I can do to stop you. No one could say/do anything to stop me when I was "actively using". :praying There is one thing I am thinking right now--AA Big Book pg 67 "This is a sick man. How can I be helpful to him? Thy will be done."

Hope

Throw the rest out and stick around here.

I know the disappointment you feel.

Keep reaching out.

cookconfay

Are you tired of feeling that way?

If you keep doing what you've always done.....then you will keep getting what you've always gotten...........

It's up to YOU, when you are sick and tired ENOUGH of it and when you get willing ENOUGH to do what it takes...then you will stop.

rabye

i cry for help and no one answers, sometimes one is fed up of hearing "you need to help yourself" but instead is looking for advice and support and motivation and other personal experiences.

I am not looking for sympathy or someone to feel sorry for me, just someone to talk too.

2stop

Rabye-

I know it's tough and frustrating and crazy at first. A lot of people do care here.

Hopefully someone'll be along shortly and chat with ya.

My son is due his computre time or I'd stay and talk wiht you.

Hang in there okay? It does get better......it has for many.


Warmest hugs coming your way.....

parentrecovers

hey rabye, i'm sorry you are struggling and not feeling like you are getting the support you want/need here. the board is quieter in the evening than the daytime.

i just wanted to let you know that i will pray for you tonight and i hope you can find other places to reach out as well as here - through counseling, aa, na, etc.

it's a tough disease, and it can be lonely. i understand that.

what is your plan for the rest of the eve. can you get rid of the dope and get some rest now. or are you too wired?

hugs and support, k

parentrecovers

hugs to you, rabye. my husband just got home so i need to sign off and check in with him..

keep reading here and reaching out, k

ANGELINA243

How are you doing? Did the milk or chamomile tea work the last time? You were trying to get to sleep, but were having trouble.

Rowan

N,

I'm here. PM me when you can, friend.

frescacan

Would you like me to tell you what you want to hear or would you like me to tell you the truth?

parentrecovers

hey rabye,

just checking in to say good night. i hope you can get some rest. support to you , k

rabye

thanks guys for your support, it means the world to me, i only have u to open up too, so its kind of pretty hard. lots of emotions cannot be let out, but thanks for being there for me.