Phew..I made it!
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Join Date: Mar 2007
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Phew..I made it!
I had traffic court in the city I get high in. I was so scared to go by myself. I can get drugs with or without money. I was only a couple blocks from my cop spots and made it home drug free and didnt go any further than I had to.
People must have thought I was crazy on the way there. I kept telling myself out loud the whole 25 min drive was....Strait there and strait back..strait there and strait back. Strait home...
I was sick to my stomach a few times..came home with some serious acid reflux and a big headache. But I made it. Didnt even think twice or struggle. I sped outta there so fast.
That was big for me...I could easily make a call and get some credit from a few people. But I didnt. I purposely left any and all money home.
Feel pretty dang good I did that. That is a first.
Just wanted to share..
People must have thought I was crazy on the way there. I kept telling myself out loud the whole 25 min drive was....Strait there and strait back..strait there and strait back. Strait home...
I was sick to my stomach a few times..came home with some serious acid reflux and a big headache. But I made it. Didnt even think twice or struggle. I sped outta there so fast.
That was big for me...I could easily make a call and get some credit from a few people. But I didnt. I purposely left any and all money home.
Feel pretty dang good I did that. That is a first.
Just wanted to share..
bills freind
Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: charlotte NC
Posts: 4
that is very good. im in a recovery program not too far from my old stomping grounds and i know how hard that is. the things is never get to overconfident. if u do it once you might think that u can go an visit the "cop spot" with out using. that is just a trap i have relasped like that before. Congratulations on your succeful trip!
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