Aysha

Wow..I will tell you what.
These past couple days I have been outside..spending time with family for the first time in months.
I swear it feels like I was hid away in a cave or something.
Even the sunshine feels so new and refreshing.
But its not like I wasnt outside while I was getting high and being an idiot.
I was around some people briefly too. Just too high to really absorb the reality of it I guess.
I feel like I just got out of jail or something. Like I am opening my eyes for the first time in a long time.
Very weird feeling. But a good one.
What a beautiful day out. Nice cool breeze. Did some cleaning and just took care of some things I have neglected for awhile.
It feels so good to be back in reality. Like just woke up from a very long nightmare.
Sorry for the new thread. But I had to get it out. I am sure there may be others that have felt this way coming out of it.
Just like a wonderful breath of fresh air.