Re-opening of my heart
Re-opening of my heart
I have waited for the day when I would have moved past the hurt enough that I would feel again, I would desire again, and my tears if they come are no longer for him.....I am there now.
But I also see that though I can feel again, it's not time to share that yet. Though I could easily at this point and that is the problem I fear. The feelings are I guess kind of wild and free. I must remember to guard my heart, not everyone deserves to touch it.
We work through the pain and tourmiol of our relationships with our A's. Then we work through ourselves. Then we learn how to move on, and learn how to do that in a healthy way. Always learning.....and I thought college after all these years was challanging.
Pray for me, as I pray for you all!~ What a road, just when you see the Emerald city you realize it's still a days journey through poppy fields, :-)
But I also see that though I can feel again, it's not time to share that yet. Though I could easily at this point and that is the problem I fear. The feelings are I guess kind of wild and free. I must remember to guard my heart, not everyone deserves to touch it.
We work through the pain and tourmiol of our relationships with our A's. Then we work through ourselves. Then we learn how to move on, and learn how to do that in a healthy way. Always learning.....and I thought college after all these years was challanging.
Pray for me, as I pray for you all!~ What a road, just when you see the Emerald city you realize it's still a days journey through poppy fields, :-)
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