Sally

I still haven't managed to make it to alanon meetings....but Iam appling what I've learned....detaching.....and taking care of my self......it works......or it is helping.

I can identify when Iam getting sucked in and crazy.....

All I thiink is ........limit my exposure....to the bad inviroment....Iam working on me....
I have good days and bad days....Iam still very much stressed out.....and unsettled......Iam working on getting my self and life back in order......slowly....but surely.

as far as his drinking......it's his drinking.......and I cannot control, what he does say's......or the concequences of his drinking...the unfortunate thing is that when it comes to financial.....concequences like it has for me.....it affects me also....
I feel I have to be here now....I need rest and to get better....I just need to avoid the suction.....downward.....

I have started praying also .....and I find this has been incredible....for me.....Iam starting to feel like my old self.....the person iam proud to be...I just dont feel all that stable yet....One day at a time.....

liddy

Hey (((sally)))

I think you sound like your doing pretty good !
Thats how it seems to go good moments bad moments,
good days etc...
Just doing the best you can, being gentle on yourself,
giving time to yourself, its all part of working the program.
Progress not perfection.
Keep coming back sally and keep trying to get to a meeting,
you will not regret it !
Hugs
liddy

constant

Sally, Keep taking care of yourself and keep praying. It is a very powerful tool. We all have crazy days and ups and downs, but staying focused will help us through. One day at a time and one step at a time. Your doing fine!

Constant