feeling hopeless
Green eyed maiden
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: London UK
Posts: 26
feeling hopeless
I'm feeling so low at the moment.
Yesterday I was going to end it all but my boyfriend new and kept a very close eye on me, which is the lest he could do after us having another argument in the evening from the morning along with everything else that went wrong yesterday. Just to much in the end. I going to ask my doctor for stronger antidepressants and for them to hurry the therapy because I'm feeling out of control again.
I still feel like cutting but I'm trying so hard not to. No sorry I need to relive some tension and pain.
I don't expect any replays and I'm not sure what to say if I get any as most people think it's a way to get attention, I'm just trying to get a load of my chest that's all.
Yesterday I was going to end it all but my boyfriend new and kept a very close eye on me, which is the lest he could do after us having another argument in the evening from the morning along with everything else that went wrong yesterday. Just to much in the end. I going to ask my doctor for stronger antidepressants and for them to hurry the therapy because I'm feeling out of control again.
I still feel like cutting but I'm trying so hard not to. No sorry I need to relive some tension and pain.
I don't expect any replays and I'm not sure what to say if I get any as most people think it's a way to get attention, I'm just trying to get a load of my chest that's all.
To Life!
Join Date: Oct 2003
Location: Rhode Island
Posts: 9,293
AM,
You are at a state of emergency right now. Here's some resources for you to read right after you make a call.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-suicidal.html
Please call the Samaritans in your area first. Here's a phone number and more.
call us : 020 7734 2800 (branch)
call us: 08457 909090 (UK)
visit us: 46 Marshall St, W1 (9am-9pm)
email us: [email protected]
http://www.samaritans.org/~cls/
It's not the fight with your b/f that triggered this type of severe response. It's the chemical imbalance in your brain. You need therapy, yes, but, you need emergency treatment now. Please call, and let us know how you're doing.
Shalom!
You are at a state of emergency right now. Here's some resources for you to read right after you make a call.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-suicidal.html
Please call the Samaritans in your area first. Here's a phone number and more.
call us : 020 7734 2800 (branch)
call us: 08457 909090 (UK)
visit us: 46 Marshall St, W1 (9am-9pm)
email us: [email protected]
http://www.samaritans.org/~cls/
It's not the fight with your b/f that triggered this type of severe response. It's the chemical imbalance in your brain. You need therapy, yes, but, you need emergency treatment now. Please call, and let us know how you're doing.
Shalom!
Green eyed maiden
Thread Starter
Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: London UK
Posts: 26
Hi. I'm still here just hanging on. I slashed my arm to bits yesterday should of had stitches nevermind there fine .making stuff to take mined off things meant to be talking to somome to morow hope she can help cos i've had enough.
everything good in this life that you want you have to wait so long for.
well i don't have the strength to wait any more.
everything good in this life that you want you have to wait so long for.
well i don't have the strength to wait any more.
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Location: Vacationing on earth
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(quote) well i don't have the strength to wait any more. (qoute)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. ~ Phillipians 4:13
I used to feel the same way as you are. My heart goes out to you. Please know that you are in my prayers. Please pm me if you want to talk more. Much love & much hugs to you.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. ~ Phillipians 4:13
I used to feel the same way as you are. My heart goes out to you. Please know that you are in my prayers. Please pm me if you want to talk more. Much love & much hugs to you.
Green eyed maiden
Thread Starter
Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: London UK
Posts: 26
Thanks sugarsweetpea, That's really sweet of you.
I had some good knew after finely getting to talk to someone.
There giving me ear acupuncture to help stop me with the alcohol and reassessing me so they knew what kind of therapy I need.
They said the therapy could take a while but at least I've got help with the drink and I chat with this guy once every Friday.
Can't wait for the therapy to start though.
I had some good knew after finely getting to talk to someone.
There giving me ear acupuncture to help stop me with the alcohol and reassessing me so they knew what kind of therapy I need.
They said the therapy could take a while but at least I've got help with the drink and I chat with this guy once every Friday.
Can't wait for the therapy to start though.
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