Pleasehelpme911

I have been on and off drugs just about all my life. I have stop using before then I relapse. I got clean again then I relapse again and again and again. I have been in and out of mental facilities in and out of Narcotics Anonymous I have done out patient therapy in patient therapy. I have been on methadone. I know that God loves me and all that. But why can't I stop using!

Coldfusion

Welcome!

Why not give SoberRecovery a try? Get to know the people in the "Class of August 2015" thread, and post every day at the "24-Hour Recovery Connections." Maybe our collection of experience, strength, and hope is what you are seeking!

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ml#post5482746

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...st-2015-a.html

Dee74

You'll find a ton of support here pleasehelp911

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PurpleKnight

Welcome to the Forum!!

biminiblue

Yes, well, that is addiction.

There is a way out. It's up to you to make that decision and then do whatever it takes to support that decision.

jakec

I'm really sorry to hear that you're struggling. I know all too well what it's like to chronically relapse, be in and out of NA, and in and out of treatment centers. In fact im actually in a treatment center right now.

Have you ever considered long-term residential treatment? Also, my sponsor emphasizes the importance of working the steps to me and I find when I'm working the steps I feel less obsessed with drugs. Maybe have a sponsor take you through the step-work?

I hope you find what you need. Stick around. Feel free to PM if you need someone to talk to. Best of luck to you (: