I made it another day...but I'm struggling.
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I'm not a doctor but I used tyrosine for the first week. Amino acids are good for energy. I had to work tho. Just set small goals...clear off as much of your schedule as you can...take baths before bed...don't forget to eat...and always remember opiate withdrawal will not kill you it just feels like it.
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You've seen this before probably sal and I know I shared it with mama but alway remember....PILLS ----- I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. My power is awesome; try me ....... you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms. You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad When you see their tears, you should feel sad. But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised, I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways. I take kids from parents, and parents from kids, I turn people from god, and separate from friends. I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride, I'll be with you always, right by your side. You'll give up everything your family, your home, your friends, your money, then you'll be alone. I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give. When I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned this is no game. If given the chance, I'll drive you insane. I'll ravish your body; I'll control your mind. I'll own you completely; your soul will be mine. The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed, the voices you'll hear from inside your head, the sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see; I want you to know, these are all gifts from me, But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart, that you are mine, and we shall not part. You'll regret that you tried me, they always do, but you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen. Many times you were told, but you challenged my power, and chose to be bold. You could have said no, and just walked away, If you could live that day over, now what would you say? I'll be your master; you will be my slave, I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave. Now that you have met me , what will you do? Will you try me or not? Its all up to you. I can bring you more misery than words can tell. Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell...
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms. You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad When you see their tears, you should feel sad. But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised, I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways. I take kids from parents, and parents from kids, I turn people from god, and separate from friends. I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride, I'll be with you always, right by your side. You'll give up everything your family, your home, your friends, your money, then you'll be alone. I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give. When I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned this is no game. If given the chance, I'll drive you insane. I'll ravish your body; I'll control your mind. I'll own you completely; your soul will be mine. The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed, the voices you'll hear from inside your head, the sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see; I want you to know, these are all gifts from me, But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart, that you are mine, and we shall not part. You'll regret that you tried me, they always do, but you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen. Many times you were told, but you challenged my power, and chose to be bold. You could have said no, and just walked away, If you could live that day over, now what would you say? I'll be your master; you will be my slave, I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave. Now that you have met me , what will you do? Will you try me or not? Its all up to you. I can bring you more misery than words can tell. Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell...
Mamahawk
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Salv, first I searched my soul. Then I made up my mind. I was going to lose all. My family, my home everything. I chose. Then I gave up my car keys, any access to money, and my freedom to leave alone. Then I bared my soul to my husband. I told him every last secret. Before I would never tell all my secrets. I would always leave out one or two things. So as soon as I was finished I went straight back into my old patterns if hiding things. I realized I couldn't move on if I was hiding things from my husband. Then I detoxed. Now I'm just going minute by minute and staying on this forum talking it out.
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At the end of the day there's only one way...the hard way...suffer. It helps to suffer here though we're there's so many compassionate people that know exactly where your at right now and have came out the other side. I barely have my big toe wet but I feel better 19 days in Sal. If I can do this I swear anyone can!!!! Your not alone!!
Mamahawk
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Is hatred that poem with my whole family. It's very powerful.
Salv it helps me to read posts if people who have relapsed. When I see the grief and pain. The "I can't believe I did it" "what's wrong with me????" And I KNOW beyond a shadow if a doubt that's what will happen if I relapse. I don't want to feel like that anymore! Do you?? No you don't that's why you stopped. The detox WILL end and you will NEVER have to feel that way again! NEVER!
Salv it helps me to read posts if people who have relapsed. When I see the grief and pain. The "I can't believe I did it" "what's wrong with me????" And I KNOW beyond a shadow if a doubt that's what will happen if I relapse. I don't want to feel like that anymore! Do you?? No you don't that's why you stopped. The detox WILL end and you will NEVER have to feel that way again! NEVER!
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