View Poll Results: what has methadone done for you?
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I'm new to sober recovery but I have been on Methadone since 2001. I did detox once and stayed clean for the time I was in detox then inpatient. I relapsed after a month into my halfway house stay. Methadone saved my children's lives and mine I know this. But I find myself angry. Being on methadone is a liquid ball and chain. Also I don't feel sober, if I miss more than two doses I crave drugs due to the withdrawal. I want to be free of methadone. Why is it so hard? Why do I find myself sick thinking of detox. I was twenty-three when I started the program, I'm now thirty-five. I feel like I have missed out on twelve years (actually more) of my life. I am angry and I don't know why or at who?
I'm new to sober recovery but I have been on Methadone since 2001. I did detox once and stayed clean for the time I was in detox then inpatient. I relapsed after a month into my halfway house stay. Methadone saved my children's lives and mine I know this. But I find myself angry. Being on methadone is a liquid ball and chain. Also I don't feel sober, if I miss more than two doses I crave drugs due to the withdrawal. I want to be free of methadone. Why is it so hard? Why do I find myself sick thinking of detox. I was twenty-three when I started the program, I'm now thirty-five. I feel like I have missed out on twelve years (actually more) of my life. I am angry and I don't know why or at who?
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