Today is day two...
Today is day two...
Day one in the books.. Though I find myself not giving a whole lot of credit for that because I wasn't home until almost bedtime ...And home is a trigger. But I realize I must acknowledge that I have arrived successfully at day two, and that is indeed progress.
Today my schedule is more of a typical weekday... And my resolve will be strong through the day... And around 2 or so I'll start thinking about how I'll have a drink when I get home. So...I'm going to get ready with a list of all the random to-do's that have piled up, with the intent of busying myself with those this evening.
I should add it always surprises me when I arrive at day two feeling hungover and tired ... I get it... But it's interesting.
Today my schedule is more of a typical weekday... And my resolve will be strong through the day... And around 2 or so I'll start thinking about how I'll have a drink when I get home. So...I'm going to get ready with a list of all the random to-do's that have piled up, with the intent of busying myself with those this evening.
I should add it always surprises me when I arrive at day two feeling hungover and tired ... I get it... But it's interesting.
So... Another chaotic work day and mid afternoon the thoughts began. 5-8 is the hardest struggle on weekdays and the chaos... And I've grown to plan such that when I'm home I don't go anywhere so I can drink and don't need to worry I'll have to drive anywhere.
So... On the way home I stopped and picked up a diet caffeine soda for myself for later this evening as my "treat" ... And am sipping a cup of coffee and am going to try to meditate for a few minutes before starting the homework/dinner/dishes chaos.
So... On the way home I stopped and picked up a diet caffeine soda for myself for later this evening as my "treat" ... And am sipping a cup of coffee and am going to try to meditate for a few minutes before starting the homework/dinner/dishes chaos.
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